It's just freaking me out... the excitement of it finally being over and i can finally start 'BEING' a mother. :) Honestly, i still don't know how i'm going to be as a mom...
Am i gonna be a cool mom, an overprotective mom, a strict mom or all around smother-er.... i honestly haven't figured it out, so we'll probably play it by ear.
Anyhow, i just really, really, really wanna meet my baby boy.. i feel like i know him already, but it would be nice to actually see him, instead of just feeling him kicking me. huhu.
One thing i fear is losing myself in the process... i've seen more than one case of women that i know who have kids, and basically give up everything they are and just become 'mak orang'... I really do not want that for myself, and really, that scares me a little..
But i guess we'll have to wait and see... wont we?
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