Thursday, June 18

What Where Why When??

Been extremely lazy to blog lately..

Feeling fat, Feeling ugly, feeling like a loser.. Feel like a failure.

Not really much going on in my life right now. Just chilling at home, 'trying' to get a job. Not so much trying la, more like waiting around hoping that a job will magically come my way..

I feel so stuck, i don't know where my life is going. I hate feeling this way, i miss doing great projects. Maybe it's just being in melawati thats getting me down, i feel like a babysitter. I'm the person that my Uncle tells his kids about to scare them into doing stuff, like 'Eat those veggies, or u'll end up like Kak Ayesha' or 'Better do your maths homework, or u'll end up like Kak Ayesha'.

I want to leave, bet i got nowhere to go... I miss my sister. I miss my mom. I miss having a life that is mine, not just tagging along on someone elses coattails, not that i hate tagging along, just doesn't feel the same.

Ironically, while i'm typing this post the itunes is screaming out WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS - Queen.

I don't feel like a champion langsung.

Oh by the way, I'm not graduating this year...

Go figure.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

salah lagu tu aye.

kena denganr lagu i want to break free.

sambil tu tonggek sikit ala-ala freddy mercury. :p

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