Tanggal 31, Bulan 8.... 2006

Don't know if it's just me....

or is Merdeka a little dull this year?? I mean. I feel that theres a lack of Malaysian spirit lately. Not to mention a shortage of Jalur Gemilangs being displayed this year...

I mean, remember the last few years??


remember this??

I mean Merdeka was massive!! There were flags EVERYWHERE! You'd rarely see a car without a flag on. All houses were decked with flags.. and the spirit of Jalur Gemilang had everyone shouting 'Malaysia Boleh!!'


yea.... didn't feel that today.

Maybe it's just me....

Don't even think anybody actually bothered to hear the end of PakLahs speech. Don't lie... i know you guys didn't. At least i tried..... but i got bored and turned off the tv. *go malaysia!*

tsk.

last night a bunch of my friends kept asking me to come celebrate merdeka with them.

owh cool, where??
Zouk.

-_-

that's real malaysian.

Come lets celebrate our nations independance by... Dancing!! and getting drunk. Woohoo!!

*disclaimer: i do not get drunk. nor do i drink.*

i seriously need to rethink my values.... huhu.

*disclaimer: this does not mean i am going to quit clubbing anytime soon. it's too much fun. plus. great exercise. :D*

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Men. Are. SUCH. BabieS!

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Happy Birthday to Uncle Mamat!!

yayy!!

i don't remember how old he is...

but we ate a lot :D....So im happy about that. ^_^ Maybe ate a little too much for my own good.
*will exercise tomorrow. i swear.*

Pictures will be posted later... :D when i have time and the patience to upload them. :P

ta!

Jiwang mode.

Lifehouse - Everything.

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Listened to this song with Cuddles the other day. :)
twas very very sweet. made me realise how much he means to me... huhu. I felt like i wanted to cry, but i cover2 wan.. hehel... Then he told me he wanted to cry also. ^_^ sho sweet!!!
Bloody Song. turns people into crybabies. -_-

Tapi saya suka!!!! huhu....

Sayang cuddles sangat sangat sangat. :)

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On a duller note,
My grandmother is in the hospital :(

Haven't gone to see her yet. With all the work and stuff
but im going back to melawati today.

hope she's ok.

:(

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Alia's back from BTN (i dunno what it stands for.... if u wanna know ask ezani.)
Huhu... finally my bitching buddy is back for good. hurrah!!

Newsflash. Just got a msg from Teddy (helmi @ Barb to you)
Teddy: wow..site ko top 25 dalam 100000 link
Teddy: tahniah
Me: ek?
Teddy: yup
Me: hehe

Muahahaha.... One more step to Global Domination!!!! :D

kerek gila.

:P

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Owh, I watched Monster house yesterday with mama Alone. (cuz mama fell asleep in the middle of it. tsk.) Twas truly freakin AWESOME!!

At first i thought it would suck, cuz the character design looked a bit stiff and game like. But woah!! i was wrong. The storyline was damn cool, and the animation was mind blowing. :D

Love Love Loved it!!

It's not a kiddie movie (like i/we thought).

Must see!! seriously. Must. See. Now!

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Damn lapar...

nak nan cheese nathan. :(

huhu.

Monday blues.

I am Extremely demotivated today...

Just feel like curling up in a ball and sleeping Hibernating!
huhu...

had to struggle to get up this morning... Had half a mind to skip work.
But i thought against it.. and here i am.

Bored, sleepy, aching, cold, HUNGRY and effin Moody.

Sigh.

don't even have the will to blog. But i need to bitch to someone.

nobody to talk to here.. :(

hurm..... nak cuddles. :(

Kenny Sia's How unMalaysian Are you.

Congratulations ayesha, you are 50% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Michelle Yeoh!

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

Haha..that kenny always cracks me up. haha

A sad commentary on our society.

Today monica didn't come to work.

Monica is the girl i told you guys about, (the one who doesn't know the diff between shoulders and elbows. :P see here)

I usually don't give a damn who comes to work and who doesn't, but i just found out the reason she isn't in today was to have her stomach x-rayed. The insides of her stomach have grown some kind of sores due to gastric asid because she has an eating disorder.

sad isn't it??

I did notice that she always skips lunch. and of course that conversation we had about how she thought she was fat. (she's not fat. if she's fat.. i'm a hippo)

Nowaday everyone tells us we have to be thin in order to be beautiful. How pathetic is that??

Ok, i have to admit... i do fall for it sometimes. When people say im fat.. it's like a hard slap to the face. But i deal with it. Because i'm not overweight. My weight is propotionate to my height. So why should i care? I'm healthy.

Ok, so I may not love my body that much. My tummy is too big, so is my ass.. and don't get me started on my boobs..:P. But, that's who i am. I don't want to be skinny. Maybe a little toner.. so i don't jiggle. :P But i never want to be skinny..

i mean seriously.

It's just media propaganda, sure models look good and they are thin. But they have personal trainers and nutritionist to help them look like that. They don't do diet pills, or throw up after a meal. They have guidance.

Come on even guys don't like skinny chicks. Ask any guy.
I mean, would you rather be with
Living skeleton Paris hilton??


or bodacious hot mama Angelina Jolie??



DUH!!

I'm reminded of this one movie i saw a few months ago, called Real Women have Curves, staring America Farrera.



it's a good movie. with a good msg. people should watch it.

GO WATCH IT.

The bloggers return.

Couldn't blog yesterday.

I ponteng work.. so i was lepaking in cyberlala cuz i had to settle some MMU/Ptptn Crap. (Stupid lazy asses!)
but, i couldn't do the thing anyway.. cuz the witch that was incharge of the ptptn thing was on MC.. (wtf?) for two days.. So she would be back on monday. Goddamit, ingat i takde keje lain ke??

bloody hell.

emo with stupid lazy assed mmu officials and ptppoen. (<--bak kata adjim.)

Was too upset to do anything else for the day, so spent the rest of the day bergolek2 with jaja and cuddles. plus it was raining so best giller tido. :D hehe..

Today is another boring day.

nothing to do... probably update more later as more exciting things happen. :)

ta.

a night at Cuddle's

Yesterday after work i went home to find myself in Darkness.... again.

FRIGGIN ELECTRICITY!!!

Sigh. So me and Cuddles hung around the house till it got to dark to see. Then he suggested i stay over at his place (which i retaliated to immediately) but he called his mom anyway.. to ask if it was ok with me slowly chanting in the corner *please say no please say no please say no*

She said Yes.

Shit.

As every new relationship starts. One of the things every girl should fear the most.... which is meeting the other woman in Your man's life.

His mother.

I panicked. I had just got back from work. I looked like shit. My lip was busted cuz of a little accident i had yesterday. (long story) And the house was too dark for me to find my stuff. I brokedown. I did... i actually started crying. I was stressed out. Cuz i was hot, sticky, uncomfortable, and my mom wouldnt pick up the freaking phone. (She was in amcorp mall lepaking with my aunty norain. BLEH TAK??)..

So i went.

and it was nothing to be scared of at all. His mom is super cool and slumber gila. :P dunno what i was so worried about. huhu..
Spent the night watching Haunted Mansion (the one with eddy murphy.) and watching Didi play with his Guitar. ( wah.. sayang saya sgt hot. ngeee..).. Always had a thing for musicians. ^_^ hehe.

BOSAN!!!

Christine is not in today. So i can slack off more than usual. :D
lalalala... bosan la... need work to do.

argh sakit perut. :(

hurm hurm hurm....

toilet japs.

ta.

A friend in need, is a friend indeed.

I was extremely EMO yesterday.... i pretty much yelled at everyone.
Ok, so i didnt really yell... but i rarely get mad and talk back to people.. So people were pretty freaked.
Got into a fight with Wan. :( *Ok, so it wasn't really a fight! more like me scolding him for being such a baby*

tsk. Men. are. SucH Babies.

Also was emo because a certain ex-boyfriend was causing nausea among peers (so, you can see this is not just about me.) being that he acts like he is the only person in the friggin world who has a girlfriend with his Friggin Avatars (i mean... do u have to change it every singleday??) and soppy Status's (what happened to 'i tak sker tunjuk kat org?')...

*At first it was cute.. I mean, i'm happy for you. But WE GET THE POINT. Your extremely happy. stop. rubbing it in please.. I beg you.*

hmm...

Other than that, had a fight with my mom about something... so she didnt gimme any money. Sigh. Sedih la mcm ni. If money isn't everything than it's gotta be SOMETHING thats free... right?? huhu.

I'm considering selling my soul. for cheap.
Sempena megasale. haha.

price: Quarter million bucks.

what? i'm not that cheap?? huhu..

Nway sorry to everyone who i had to listen to me rant yesterday.
esp: Mooky, Uncle bob, Ezani, Jaja and Didie<3

sorry and thank you for being there for me. Muahx! sayang kamu sumer.

Alia's currently in Port Dickson on some religious camping thing by the sponsors. She'll be gone for about 2 weeks. *stay strong ezani.. im sure u'll survive. i think -_-* hehe. I'm gonna miss her tho. huhu. Miss her already. I think i need a new baby sister. :P but im pretty sure it's too late for that. :P

Okayh.. gtg pretend to do work summore. huhu.

Ta.

Lasagna, BbQ's and Family reunions.

Friday i was in loft! :D Twas fun....... no comments other than this

"Alang dear, you should really not get too drunk. hehe. but still, sayang anda."

neway, I went back to melawati last saturday night... i know i was scared too...
But i survived. Got back and everyone was eating. I was as normal as i could possibly be, but uncle mamat still gave me a cold shoulder... as expected. Tok was happy to see me.. so was ickle alif. (muahx!)

Sunday morning was spent the usual way, by lazing around like a sotong on dry land. I was pretty determined not to break the silence between uncle mamat and me.

And then... i saw it. THe PEACEMAKER.

Lasagna.

nothing says im sorry like lasagna. The food that brings family together. :D :D
And better, Uncle Mamats lasagna.... is like the best lasagna in malaysia!! Even typing about it now makes me hungry.. huhu. BEST GILA WOOOO!! So, i caved... I started talking to him. Just a bit. No long interesting conversations. Just small talk..

Me: Wah, bestnya lasagna!
UnMac: Nak bawak balik kasik mak awak?
Me: Bleh gak.

Score!! peace has been restored!!! Hurrrahhh!!

but they still didnt gimme any money tho.. owh well~
At around 6pm we went to Tok Busu's Birthday party in PJ. Tok busu is currently my oldest living relative. He is my Grandfathers Uncle and yesterday celebrated his 84th birthday party. :D

no pictures yet but it was an awesome doo. There was a BbQ, a chef cooking goreng2 stuff (which was one of my aunties) and also there was a desert tray with cendol, Triffles, Cake... yum! *shit.. lapa man.*

so Happy 84th Birthday Atok!!! Sayang Tok Busu! muahx!!

owh oh oh oh... Ehsan just gave me this link..... and i went WTF!!!

Gila COOL!! Kayh! Crazy Japs got nothing better to do is it?? sigh~
Make the rest of the world look bad. :(

for more click here.

Iklan Jap.

dienaWong: siti nurhaliza and dato k da slamat dinikahkan..dem
aye: like i care.
aye: >:P
dienaWong: uhawuha

FINALLY!! it's OVER!! they got married!! no more siti and dato K talkshows!! hurrah! now everyone can go back to their non-obsessive lives. hurrah!!

Spring Hatsuhana.

Yesterday was we had an office party!!

Hurrah!! Free Food!!! :D Makan ayamas.. best best. Tgh2 happy makan tuh, i overheard this.

amoi 1: Hey, pls gimme the chicken breast.. i wan that wan.
amoi2: Haha, where got chicken breast. Chicken got breast meh??
amoi3: Haha.. that's why! Chicken got breast summore...
amoi 1: Ya loh, Chicken breast la... you never go buy chicken in carrefour is it?
amoi 3: Ey, not chicken breast la. It's Chicken Chest!
amoi 2: Ya la... chicken chest! Where got chicken got breast. stupid.
amoi 2&3: hahahhaa..
me: ...

It's chicken breast! You DOINKS!! haha...

neway after work the sister and the evil future *fingers crossed* bro in law, picked me up... and dropped me off at tesco b4 heading of to cyberlala. Had a bite to eat in tesco, then went home and took a short nap. Woke up at 8 and ran around frantically cuz i was supposed to go have dinner with Mooky @ 830.

Took a shower, got ready and mooky came and picked me up. Shot off to BSC (Bangsar shopping complex) *ah, my old playground*. Bsc sure has grown a LOT since my day. huhu. Neway, mooky took me to this Japanese type place called Spring Hatsuhana. (i remember cuz i took the napkin. :P)
Best gila kayhs. :P Had the Beef terriyaki and Mooky had the chicken. :P While waiting for our food mooky gave me a how-to-use-chopsticks lesson... because i, despite being part chinese, am hopelessly disconnected from my chinese roots. huhu.

I think i pretty much got the technique down... i think ^_^

After lots of cold looks from the waitresses (cuz it was past closing time and we were still yapping away.) we left the restaurant after a lot of awkward interuptions by waitress's and lepaked in coffeebean and continued to yap.

*a lot of yapping was done. believe me. hehe.*

twas fun.. as mooky always is fun :)
got home a little after midnite. and found mama asleep and alia yapping on the phone.. He called and sed he wanted to come over.. he did. we talked, :) and then he went home and i tido mati. :D

*Ooo Lunch!*

*back*

Just got back from lunch with the Co-workers. Was ignored again... everyone spoke hokkien and i stared at my nasi lemak. The only brightside... boss paid for the food. Yaay! makan Free!!
I finally realised why they dont like to speak english..... they are very very bad at it. :P
except for my boss... who's adorable. I like to hear him talk. :D

an example.

amoi 1: Come we go thru here la easier. (slides between two parked cars)
amoi 2: No la... where can fit. Im so fat.
me: Wei, where got.. your not fat la.
amoi 2: ya loh! I look small but actually im very fat (not!)
me: No lah... where got.
amoi 2: Ya... see *points at her shoulders* my elbows are small.. thats y i look small.
me: .... -_-

Elbow = shoulder??

tidak ku paham bagaimana mereka ini membuat marketing.... -_-

dah la nak main doodle lagi. ta! :D

Hint: Orange Fur. Lasasgna and Pooky

Ponder this.

Why do..... canned goods use other animals. To promote other animals??
eg. Ayam Brand Tuna or Cow brand salmon.. (no, im not making this up)

hurmm..... i wonder....
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Recap.

Last nite, me and Cuddles (HIS, new nickname. :D) went to bangsar to eat at Bangsar Seafood... yumm.. after that went to watch Click @ midvalley..
But there were no desirable seats... So, we had to make a split decision at the counter (Those who know me... know im very very bad at split decisions.) and bought tix to watch Garfield 2.

Tip to all my beloved Readers.

DON'T WATCH GARFIELD2!!

just wait for it to air on HBO. save duit. Luckily yesterday was wednesday.. So got discount. :D yey.
But still... wasted 7 bucks.
I've never been in a movie thats supposed to be a 'comedy'... where everyone was quite in the whole duration of the movie. Seriously. No one laughed. Ok, mebe there were a few times people sniggered and smiled. But there was no laughter. Garfield was doing monologues most of the time. And it got really boring after a while. The only highlight was Jennifer Love Hewwits boobs. ^_^ She's hot.

After movie went home....

*sambung jap lagi... restart pc sat*

*okeh back*

What was i saying... Owh citer dah habis. haha. :P
nvm then... lalalala..
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Owh, had a talk with moe. :( Damn, how i miss him..
stupid Saudi. :(
stupid aeroplanes.
stupid me for falling for a foreigner..
hurm.....

I lapa... but extremely broke. :(
sad....

Stupid Ptptn.
Stupid Mmu.
Stupid lazy asses.

hmph.

damn mood swings.
Emo.

Nak cuddles. :(

Minum milo anda jadi sihat dan kuat.

I'm overdosing on Milo.... cause it makes me happy

I don't really know what to blog about.... Honestly? I just feel like talking about him. But dont want to bore people with more gushing on how adorable he is. :D

Owh!! I finally got a chance to use The WACOM tablet!! :D :D
been wanting to try it for ages! finally got my grubby little hands on it yesterday. Bliss. :P

I doodled and doodled. and doodled :P

wanna see?
MY FIRST EVER WACOM PIC!!


and then also drew a picture of my dear mooky. Cuz he asked me to :P


hehe.

Twas fun. but then i got very jiwang.... ^_^ and drew this.


ngeeeeee!!!!

couldn't resist. huhu.

*i think im getting better at this digital drawing gig.. muahahhahaa*

OMG!
I got this email... that was just too cute that i just had to post it up here..

The many Types of Cats.


The House Cat

The HipHop Cat

The Metal Cats

The Stevie Wonder Cat

The Stoner Rock Cat

The Techno Cat

Hahahahhahaa!! The techno cat is so funny!! gila raver sial. hahaha :))

huhu...

It's now lunch time. Sharil isn't here, so got no one to eat with.... sigh. No mood to makan, Which considering the previous post.... Is a damn good thing. huhu. :P

k la... wanna go drink more milo. im running low. :D

ta.

GAH!!!!

I just got the photoshoot pictures from zax....

some were really nice . :D

but then... there were candids.

waaaarrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhh!!!!

FUGLY SHIT!!!!

that has to be the ultimate worst candid picture EVER!!

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
Had to think twice b4 actually posting that up... but i thought hell, thats who i am.
like it or not.

huhu... embarrassing sial. -_-

I need to diet GODDAMIT!! gila gemuk kayh..
double chin summore... wargh!! *nangis teresak esak*

I need a cookie :(

NO! no more cookies!! must not eat cookies!!!

Ooo, cookies!

I ate the cookie. -_-

*knocks head on table* ...... patut la gemuk cheit.

double chin summore... WARGH!! *nangis lagi*

must kurus must kurus must kurus must kurus! Ooo murruku's??
*knocks head summore*

emo. + agak pening from all the knocking.

L-O-L-O-L-O-VE

Yes, I'm quoting Ashley Simpson. So sue me.

*pls don't actually sue me... for i haff no money. ngee!*

I woke up today. with a smile on my face. Why??

i have no friggin idea...

Could it be all the smarties i ate b4 sleeping? Was it the comfy mattrss i was sleeping on?? Or was it thought that today... i was going to get to see Him again.

\^_^/

I can't believe it.

Don't tell me after all my barriers and mind sets. I've actually managed to fall in..... Love??
*hyperventilates*

OMG OMG OMG OMG.... what to do! what to do!!!

wait.wait. better make sure...

Signs that you could be in love.

1. Everytime you see him you go.... ^_^ 'hoyyeehh!!!'

2. You find yourself day dreaming more often......

3. A random train of thought about meaningless things could lead up to thoughts of him.
eg. 'ey, semut..... suka gula.... gula itu manis.... manis itu... ^_^ Hoyeh!!'

4. You smile alone shamelessly in public transportation despite the odd looks people give you just because you got a msg from him saying 'Good morning'.

5. You find yourself babling about him to anyone who sticks around you long enuff......

6. You become a 'record rosak'. And find yourself repeating the same stories about the adorable things he said again and again to your best friends and sister. and often find yourself in these situation.

aye: And then he said....
sister: Aye, you've told me this b4.
aye: really? did i??
sister: only about a million times.
aye: really?? but still isn't it sweet???
sister: as i said the last million times. yes. now go to sleep.
aye: 'hoyyehh!!'

7. You think everything about him is adorable. Like the wrinkles around his eyes when he smiles. Or his dimples. Or the way his hair reminds you of a mushroom...... ngeeeeee.

8. Owh, and your mom thinks he's cute too... haha

9. You feel the need to blog about him constantly. ^_^

10. You find yourself opening his myspace page every 5 minutes but restrain yourself not to leave yet another comment for fear of looking too pathetic. -_-. So you comment his pictures instead. ngeee! ^_^

Owh god. I'm in trouble aren't i??

Shit.

Updates on the weekend.

Took a long relaxing break during the weekend.

Nothing but food, sleep, and cuddles.

Here's a Recap:
Friday:

Didie fetched me back from work and we stopped my place to get some stuff. Then had some McD b4 heading of to Cyber.
I just found out that theres a bus that goes from tesco straight to putrajaya sentral (the ERL station).. and it only takes 15 minutes to get there... and only costs 2 bucks! Hurrah!!!

That night Arip, Me, Didie, Wan, Jaja, Mashi (the birthday girl), Alia, and Ezani set off for hartamas for a late birthday celebration. Really late. like 2.30am??
huhu... had to go to Bestari cuz everywhere else was closing down. Darn.
After makan2.. went home and TIDO. ahh bliss.. :D

Saturday:

Woke up kinda early. I think. -_- can't remember.
But i remember going to eat at the terminal... around 1 something. I think...
after that went home and tido summore. Then went to alamanda with Jaja, arip and Didie to buy stuff for dinner. Met up with my boys and their girls. Reunited with my cacated twin, ehsan for the first time in ages. He looked so cute. New look and all. :P hehe. Met up with papa adam and sis aliya. We Made PASTA :D

beshh wooooo!!

After that me and jaja went swimming. Sbb cyber panas gilaa.. Then didie watched Click (downloaded version). While i tido mati and pretended to watch click. He found out eventually.

^_^

Sunday:

Woke up around 11. I think -_- (the weekends all a blur. weird). Ate the left over pasta.. Checked email and myspace. Then went back to sleep. Woke up Didie made indomee goreng with telur mata. :D ate... then went back to sleep.

Finally got up again at around 5. We decided to go to cyberpark. After rounding up all the effort we could muster... only me and didie survived. Walked from Cyberia to Cyberpark, which is like damn far away. Then walked back... cuz i was going out with mooky later. But unfortunately all that walking and sleeping gave me a massive headache. So i had to cancel last minute.

Sorry Mooky. :(

I'll make it up to ya by being super interesting the next time. hehe.

So spent the night just chilling and cuddling with jaja.

Monday:

Nothing much today, other than the fact that i'm completely broke.
sigh.

being at war with your financer has it's drawbacks. :(

owh well... i'll survive.

Owh check out the new sakiters Myspace Page!

Lights Out.

Yesterday, I went home from work tired shit... to find myself in darkness.

No it's not poetic darkness.. my electricity was not working. Dang it..
So i called up wan to take me and alia to the cyber house and then me and alia scrambled around my apartment for clothes in the dark using my cellphone for guidance.
after about 1/2 an hour of in the dark treasure hunting and about 5litres of sweat later.. we got downstairs to find wan waiting.

aye: Sorry lambat.. susah cari barang dlm gelap.
wan: pernah tak dgr perkataan lilin??
aye: nak carik lilin celah mana? gelap la ngek.
wan: lain kali... cari lilin awal2.
aye: ... (bengong gak wan ni. tsk. -_-)

Drive drive drive to cyberjaya..
Got there and tido mati.

That's it.

Whut? you expecting some excited hang out night?? you crazy is it? penat gila kays..

didn't even notice wan go home. Woke up at 8.20 this morning. then ran around the house like a headless chicken cuz i was gonna be late to work.
smsed penny, then went to wait for the bus.

wait wait wait wait wait...

where is the Friggin BUS???

wait wait wait wait wait...

I think im going to cry now.

wait wait wait wait wait... BUS!!!

Hurrah!! am saved!!

check jam...

9.30.

Shit.. Sure Die.

Sat in the bus... with all my fellow indons. WARGHHh!! Sejuk gila bus tuh, summore the place i chose to sit aircond dia cam takley tutup. Cam nak mati pon ada... i was this close (holds up thumb and index finger to show a very very small gap in between them) to asking the endon guy next to me to cuddle. Seriously. huhu.

But i thought again... and i'd rather die. thanx anyway.

fell asleep but woke up betul2 depan serdang. (thank you god!)
got a call from didie saying he wanted to pick me up from midvalley ktm and send me to work (thx sweetheart.). after a light breakfast with didie. last2 masuk office kul 11.30 tp tak kena marah... wooohooo!!!

so now tgh buat keje skit... sambil chatting. dan bermyspes.

hurm.. bosan la.

owh,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MASHI!!!!

Muahxx!! kamu sudah tua!!! i mean.... kamu sudah... tua!!!! :P
hehe..

sayang kamu!!!

owh shit, i think am in trouble.
td kan....... Christine (my kinda boss) gi kuar... jumpa client. And makan. tp dia tak tutup lagu cina dia (that she plays every friggin day 9-6). So, when she was out, i went over to stop her winamp..... tp ada password. So, i plugged in her headphone... so the sound wouldn't come out of the speakers. And now i think she's mad... O'oooo takut la plak..

better be extra nice and suck up later...

huhu.

wish me luck.

Get Over It.

Finally after a week of EMO posts. It's time i share the parts of my life that haven't been sucky :D

I finally got a chance to hang out with Mooky the other day... We ate seafood in this place near port klang. OoO!! and I SAW THE SEA!! :D (gila jakun, i know. But i live in KL.. so bare with me.). It was fun. :) Owh and i ate lotsa udang, and crab...... like real crab. The kind u have to ketuk2.. hehe. Not the filamen one. :P so, that was something new. Hurrah!!

To bad seafood makes you drowsy as hell, I was too ngantuk to be interesting on the way home. But i'm sure mooky understood. hehe. ;)

Owh, i went to watch An American Haunting yesterday with Didie ^_^. I love spending time with him. :) He's so..... sengal. :P
I like sengal people. They make me happy ^_^

Owh owh owh!!! Announcement!!!

I am OFFICIALLY a part of THE SAKITERS family!! hurrah!

*throws confetti in the air*

Click here to see my first post as co-editor. Miahahaha... cool kan?

Owh, also HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Iza Yanti!!!!
(rasa cam nak nangis je fikir pasal nama nih.)

Happy 21st birthday dear!!

Eventho i know you don't read my blog. But i miss you guy so much!!! :(

for those who don't know.
Yanti was one of my closest friends in SMK Puteri Wilayah. We were dormmates (@ hostel APW) along with another one of my best friend zetty hazra.

We were close.. until form 5 when zetty decided she'd rather hang out with all the smart kids and yanti decided to get all dakwah like and annoy people. :(
We do still keep in touch tho... sometimes.

sigh.

Here's a pic of my old classmates. :)

5usaha2002

Yes... that's me in front. pakai tudung ^_^. Yanti is the small girl in the middle wearing glasses.

Miss KORANG!!!

huhu... owh, and esok plak bday my other best friend. Mashusitah.. (haha! kidding mashi.)
Kene celebrate nih. :P weeee!

lalalalala.....

Crunch Time....

I've now realised that i'm in charge of my life.

yes, you heard me.

MY LIFE!!!

I'm old enough. and if i may say so... I'm an adult.
Yes, I am.

iF YOU are only considered an adult when u make ur own money or get married. Then FINE. I'll find my own money..

I refuse to be treated like a child.

I know what right is. from Wrong. I know..

I'm not stupid.

so there.

razorblades.

still a little emo.

i need fun.

lots of it.

jom!! :D

I'm Emo.

Freakin don't know whats wrong with the current male population...

seriously.

whats your friggin PROBLEM???
i feel like ranting so much right now... that nothing specific comes to mind. YES i am that annoyed!

all Men are idiots. That about sums it up.

I feel better.

no i don't! why do you people insist in making my life complicated?? WHY!!
Stop taking me to places i don't want to go!! If god didn't make Men so Goddamn Irresistable. I'd Quit them. I would. If i could.

DAMN YOU MEN!!

*jiwa kacau*

I wanna go JAPAN!!!!

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna!!!

Sape nak sponsor saya gi jepun?? Or at least pinjamkan duit tuk saya gi jepun?? :D :D
huhu!!

This 12-13 august theres gonna be a MONSTEROUS event thats gonna ROCK the whole of Japan!

THE SUMMER SONIC 2006 music festival.

the line up is CRAZY!! INSANE!! Effin Out of this WORLD. i mean seriously WTF?

check this out.


Fort Minor, Arctic Monkeys and We are scientist.. ON THE SAME DAY!! Wahh!!

Hyperventilates... *huahuahuahuhauauha*

Theres more... it gets better.


ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME???????

I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna go, I wanna GO!!!!!!!!

how much??

I won't bother telling you how much the tokyo tix costs... cuz they're sold out.
but for OSAKA

it's 1 Day Tickets 13,500 JPY (tax incl), 2 Days Tickets 24,500 JPY (tax incl) which translated in RM is.....
*runs to find calculator.... *

13,500.00 JPY Japan Yen = 433.159 MYR Malaysia Ringgits
1 JPY = 0.0320859 MYR
1 MYR = 31.1664 JPY

pphhbbttt!!!! 500 bucks?? NOT BAD LA WEI!!!! it's like go to one concert for in a lifetime.... party sakan woh!

(-_-)~

too bad don't have that kind of money.

even if i did... nobody wanna go japan with me...

even if somebody does wanna go with me... got no passport.

dammit. i hope it rains in Japan. (-_-*)

While people are partying with Muse and LP, i'll be in penang..... .vacationing with my grandmother and other family members... hurrah. (-_-)

no mood already.

sigh.

for more info and MORE line ups. go to www.summersonic.com

ARGH!!! GOT DANIEL POWTER summore!!!!!! warggggh!!! kill me now.

somebody pls send virus to this website... i never wanna see it again. sakit hati only.

tsk.

My chat with *fingers crossed* FUTURE brother-in-law

My Chat with Ezani psyduck.. muahhaha

[10:43] e2an1: selamat pagi
[10:43] setanblues01: selamat2.
[10:43] setanblues01: :)
[10:43] setanblues01: hey aren't u going out with my sister today?
[10:43] e2an1: didnt you ask me that yesterday?
[10:43] setanblues01: ya...
[10:44] e2an1: yeah, i'm going to puchong kejap lagi
[10:44] setanblues01: owhh ur picking her up??
[10:44] setanblues01: u pick me up kat kuchai pon bising,..
[10:44] setanblues01: tsk tsk
[10:44] e2an1: :P
[10:46] e2an1: smalam bagus jugak u tak join
[10:46] e2an1: 'privacy'
[10:46] setanblues01: asal?
[10:46] setanblues01: woah!!!
[10:46] setanblues01: haha
[10:46] e2an1: u pun kata, kalau u ikut, nyibuk jer
[10:46] setanblues01: : :O
[10:47] setanblues01: yerlaa..
[10:47] setanblues01: skrg i jadi the sister yg nyibuk
[10:47] setanblues01: hmph
[10:47] e2an1: third wheel!!!
[10:47] setanblues01: kerek!
[10:47] setanblues01: skrg i third wheel la yer?
[10:47] setanblues01: kejam kejam kejam
[10:48] e2an1: rilek ah. orang yang takde bf/gf memang slalu jadik third wheel
[10:48] e2an1: aku pun slalu jadik third wheel jugak ape
[10:48] e2an1: nak emo lah tu
[10:49] e2an1: woh. report kat bapak terus
[10:49] setanblues01: mesti la
[10:49] setanblues01: hmph
[10:50] e2an1: oh hey. almost 11. Gtg pick her up.

kerek la lu mamat.

Fyi, i am seeing... 'new people'. No one in particular right now. But as i said, i'm not ready for a relationship. So there. hmph.

owh yeah.. Just a little anouncement here. I was asked by fuad to join the Sakiters. Weee! cool gila! :) So aside from the sakiters, i hope my arthub and the girls club project will still carry forward. :) yeay!