Jiwa.Kacau.

The CORRS - don't say you love me
I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch, is all too much
You know I don't have any choice

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Yeah Yeah Yeah

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

Say you love me
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Take it all away, take it all away

Fade Out

Dont. say. anything.

Another post that alia would hate.

Marion Raven - little by little

A mean reply, so I scream
Another fight about nothing at all
And then we cry and forgive
Promising that we will never fall again

I know this much is true
Hey

Little by little
I think we'll understand this
Little by little
I think we'll comprehend it
Little by little
You'll take me as I am yeah
Little by little

It'll take some time to find it out
To make a change, you gotta change your mind
Cause it's hard enough to get a grip
It's hard as it is without us being left behind

I know this much is true
Hey

*repeat chorus*

I don't care
If you don't say it
I don't care
Cause I know it
No, we don't care

It'll take some time to find it out
To make a change, you gotta change your mind

I don't care if you don't say it
No I don't care
(Little by little)
If you don't say it
(I think we'll understand this)
Yeah
(Little by little)
I think we'll comprehend it
Little by little
You'll take me as I am yeah
Little by little

*repeat again and again til song finishes*

Crash into me.... real hard.

listening to: Gwen stephani - crash.

So my lifes messed up... again.
but hey! things can only get better....

i shall now wait by my pc while u people msg me with ur ' i told u so's '

:)

Lyte Funky Ones. - Girl Guy on TV

Oooh
Yeah
I'm wishing on a falling star
Wondering where you are
I wish

Wish for you on a falling star
Wondering where you are
Do I ever cross your mind
In the warm sunshine
She's He's from, the city of angels
Like Betty Davis, James Dean and Gable
Never know what she he means to me
I fell for the girl Guy that's on TV

Met her him at a counter affair
She He wore a green dress shirt & every body was there
Felt out of place till she he looked into my eyes
Shook your hand around 9 p.m.
And I, never thought I'd be the same again
Never had to be on a movie screen
To be the lady man in all my dreams
Shooby doo-wap & scooby snacks
Met a fly girl guy and I can't relax
The only problem is she's he's a movie star
Oh oh
My friends they won't believe me
If they could only see me
At the risk of sounding cheezy
Think I fell for the girl guy on TV

Wish for you on a falling star
Wondering where you are
Do I ever cross your mind
In the warm sunshine
She's He's from, the city of angels
Like Betty Davis, James Dean and Gable
Never know what she means to me
I fell for the girl guy that's on TV

I miss the simpler days in life. I want my simple life back.

ps: alia i know u hate song post. but. IT's MY BLOG!!! muahahahahaha~

xoxo
Ayesha

FCMNITE PICTURES

So FCM nite was fun..... but whats an event without TONS and TONS of camWhoring sessions.
i know i did a sucessful job when not even one camera escaped my face :D :D weeee~! *mesti ade walau sikit*

so here.

is Me with Aliya. (my stepmother/sister)

this is Mickie my sayangs.

Me and My supposed EmCEe partner Teng Hui.

Me and syooq in a wet t-shirt contest. *he won*

Me and my lovable Emo Ehsan

Me, mashi and SUPERMAN!!! (a.k.a FUAD md DIN)

Me Mashi and some of our Juniors. *Shit i feel old*

Mashi, me and Adem @ Ang Gedek gedek

Ezani, pretending not to be bothered

This picture is just so damn cool!

.Beautiful people.

Goyang abang zaxx... jgn tak goyang..

me and zaxx. :D * dah tak goyang dah.*

There were some pro cameramen around. and this is are some pictures i stole from the website. for some reason it made me look like a soap opera star.

Ayesha in La prisonera

POrque??? Mi amor?? POR QUEEEEEE!!!

Me and the back of Adam's head... *shit i need braces*

me and co-presenter Ross.

Of course.... no picture post is complete without a picture of my and my sayang

Daniel and me

And us again.

ps: to people who didnt take pics with me.. haha. nyesal tak?? :P (ehem2 to Ch.p.n)
well, thats all. Dont wanna over load my page :D :D
COMMENT pls.

xoxo korang~
Ayesha

Theaternuts!

I can't believe i didnt BLOG about theater!!!!
I guess i've been too excited in collecting pics and stuff i forgot.. shame on me. huhu~

so anyway. theatre RULED!!!!
It was so awesome!! lots of people showed up. some people which non of us knew (Yaayy!!)
lots of my friends came to show their support. i was unbelievable.

my team worked extra hard and performed so well together!! hey, we might just do it again! :D

*any events that wanna book us. for entertainment. CONTACT ME!! *

of course what is performing without me embarrasing myself on stage *again*
i went on stage.....on the last curtain call. With a card with my name on it.. IT WAS UPSIDE DOWN!!
and the audience (mainly mashi and alia...) was yelling.. "TERBALIK!! weih TERBALIK!!!"

damn. huhu~

but yeah it's all cool. :P

neway want to make a few shoutouts to my cast n crew. Craig, Mohab, Fairuz TJ, Fairuz S and The three directors (Tuss, OCi, and Zufar) for a great show. Damn i wanna do it again! :P

*pics will be uploaded soon*

Yes... SOON. :D

xoxo
Ayesha

Midnight MagiC......was Magical.

I didnt imagine FCMnite to be as Fun as it was.
Sure, i thought i'd be fun.
but it was more.... It was LEGENDARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The place was great! The People were AWESOME! the performances were breathtaking (Anuar Zain... Marry Me PLS!!)
even my stage debut didnt go down so bad. hehe~ (except for the part where i was late.... Damn... malu sial. Sayang fairuz sidik for covering up for me.. >:D<)
The after party was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun. It was like being at Zouk.... minus rempits and Pakarabs... OMG. HEAVEN!!! hehe... i wasnt even bothered that a dangdut song suddenly sprang up in the middle of a RnB n Rave clubbing set. hehe.

The only thing left to complain about is that.... wait. i have no complaints. haha.
I didnt even care that i didnt eat. i was having to much fun to be hungry. :D :D
*yes people.... it was tht good.*

the most touching part of the night has to be the momment Che Mat won the award for Most Challenging Lecturer ( which is code for Hard-Ass). I finally realised how Che mat has actually molded and touched every single FCM student. We Are FCM.... because of che mat. Because of his petty rejections. Because of his Strict no bullshit atitude. Because he is the lecturer that we shall all remember when we graduate. we'll say " yeah, i had this one lecturer once.... when i was in mmu. Man, he was scary." But it's all cool.

Thumbs up to Che Mat... and all the ACAA winners. owh also to my friends in Green Armadillo for winning best Video :)

*pictures to be uploaded soon.*

xoxo the ACAA comittee for superb event.

Ayesha~

I WANT.... I WANT..... I WANT!!!!

Ok.... this is my materialistic POST for 2006....

these are all the things i want. but have no money to buy.... so humor me :D

• SONY CYBERSHOT DSC-M1 digital Camera



• MOTOROLA RAZR in pink!



• A HARRY POTTER years 1-4 DVD box SET.



• JLo LIVE perfume and lotion!



• a Zen Vision M :D

Muahahahhaa..... so people. start pinching those pennies.
cuz my birthday is around the corner.

ingat 30 MAY!!!
im thinking if all my friend pitch in 5 ringgit then i'll probably be able to buy some of these... :P what do u think?? haha

xoxo
Ayesha

world of setans.

im thinking of changing my yahoo ID..
sure i've thought about it for a long time.. but then i got this spam mail.....
it was addressed.
______________________________________________________________________________________
TO:setanapi@yahoo.com
CC: setanasin@yahoo.com, setanaura@yahoo.com, setanbaik33@yahoo.com, setan_bangsat@yahoo.com, setanbase@yahoo.com, setanbedul@yahoo.com, setanblues01@yahoo.com, setan_blue@yahoo.com, setan_comel85@yahoo.com, setan_cute_gombak@yahoo.com, setan_desa@yahoo.com, setandkill@yahoo.com, setandsell@yahoo.com, setan_dunia@yahoo.com, setanelek@yahoo.com, setane@yahoo.com, setang2002@yahoo.com, setangel4721@yahoo.com, setangunduls@yahoo.com, setanhantu03@yahoo.com, setaniccandos@yahoo.com, setanidup@yahoo.com, setanie@yahoo.com, setanium13@yahoo.com, setanjahannam@yahoo.com, setanjahat@yahoo.com, setanjunior@yahoo.com, setan_kecik02@yahoo.com, setan_kempret@yahoo.com, setan_kondom@yahoo.com, setankost@yahoo.com
______________________________________________________________________________________

huhuh!!!

Need a new id.... but im too lazy to re-add people. huhu~

hurm...

was supposed to go to OU today..... i guess not. :(
i guess i'll spend today doing nothing..... again.

ps: alia call me. pls?

bubbye.
Ayesha

left home, without u...

Listening to: Counting Crows - Big Yellow Taxi

Finally something to blog about.
after a rather uneventful week, yesterday me, mashi and Zax decided to lighten things up and go to hartamas.
we met wan there, and some of his friends... who were all from melawati. weeee~ my people!!

so neway today, my main story isnt about Hartamas. (now theres a shocker...)
its what happened after i got home.

my freakin' house was FLOODED!!!!
the whole kitchen and the hall..... :| i supposed the fridge leaked or something like tht....
but something seemed a little weird cuz the inside of the fridge looked fine to me.
so we began cleaning at 5 am in the morning....
then i noticed some water had seeped into the storeroom.. so i opened the door... OMFG!!!
it was literally a POND.

stuff was floating.. everything was WET! me and mashi's past assignments, RUINNED! nadrahs guitar. dripping in gross gooey water.
It was sick.. finally realising theres no way we could clean this whole mess by ourselves we went to sleep..
and woke up super early the next morning and began operasi 'gotong royong.'

it was horrible, most of the stuff from the storeroom were ruined. And it stank... cuz of the water backing up from the plumbing.
We cleaned and cleaned for most of the day. until finally the house was DRY...

later that day feeling bored and tired... i was supposed to go to OU with daniel. but he decided he rather spend time with his friends... And we'll go out tomorrow.
so no big deal... so instead me , mashi and zaxx went to alamanda to go bowling but there was too many people. so we ate ice cream and goofed around.

lalala.... so thts all for today~ :D

tata~

xoxo
Ayesha

Snow on the sahara...

Anggun
Snow on the Sahara
Only tell me that you still want me here
When you wander off out there
To those hills of dust and hard winds that blow
In that dry white ocean alone
Lose out in the desert
Ou are lost out in the desert

But to stand with you in a ring of fire
I’ll forget the days gone by
I’ll protect your body and guard your soul
From mirages in your sight

Lost out in the desert
You are lost out in the desert

If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I’ll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes, I’ll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara

Just a wish and I will cover your shoulders
With veils of silk and gold
When the shadows come and darken your heart
Leaving you with regrets so cold

Lost out in the desert
You are lost out in the desert

If your hopes scatter like the dust across your track
I’ll be the moon that shines on your path
The sun may blind our eyes, I’ll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara

If that’s the only place where you can leave your doubts
I’ll hold you up and be your way out
And if we burn away, I’ll pray the skies above
For snow to fall on the sahara

Been extremely busy lately!... work work work work...
Theater, VR, PIC and other things....
still havent applied for any internships yet. starting to get worried about tht. huhu~

Owh come and see my Stage Performance of STRANGE!!!
on FRIDAY (postponed because of the womens week.) Venue to be confirmed. :)

Ps: Need MONEY!!!! extremely bad...
cheerio~

xoxo
Ayesha

Deal with it.

Meredith Brooks - BITCH

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

[Chorus:]
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

[Chorus]

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

[Chorus]

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

Deal with it...