To whom it may concern.

To you,
I feel sad that your gone, I've just lost someone close to me.... I don't get how you can be so calm and say that you've moved to another friggin country, and decided your never coming back. I'm upset, cuz if i had known that night would have been the last night i would ever see you, things wouldn't have been so fucked up. I wouldn't have been so fucked up over the last few months... if i had known you were never coming back and sure, you might not get, why i care.. Heck, i don't get why i care about it so much.

No, actually i do.
I GIVE A SHIT!! cuz regardless what happened between us.

WE SHARED APART OF OUR LIVES TOGETHER, DAMMIT!!

You, not coming back, and me never seeing you again, is like someone telling me, 'Hey, Moe died a week ago. yeah it was tragic. tralalala life goes on.' Losing someone, and knowing you might still bump into them, or still be able to see them once in awhile isn't as painful as knowing you are never going to see them again. You were my friend. My dear dear friend. You helped me, cared for me. and watched me cry, when there was no one else there to help me thru those momments. and now you tell me, You decided your not coming back. So nonchalantly, like i didn't mean shit.

Fuck you.

You give me the excuse that 'hey, you've moved on. So i'm moving on as well.' Firstly, YOU were the one who left me here. So don't blame this on me. and if i remember correctly, I wanted to wait for you. and YOU said you didn't want me too. SO DON'T... say it's my fault.

I refuse to be treated like i don't mean shit. I refuse.

So go live in canada, saudi, egypt or fucking timbuktu if you want. I tried to care. Didn't work out so well, so now i don't. Wish you luck. I do.

but still, Fuck You.