The reason for this sudden outburst of anger, sorrow, and pure stab-with-knife worthy heart throbbing pain has something to do with me, snooping around in friendster and finding stuff i didn't really need to find in the first place.. cause it isn't supposed to be my problem but now i found it and here we are.
Not able to vent my sadness by crying or throwing expensive jackets around the room... I turned to my faithful yahoo mssger (illegally installed in the office pc..) and the wise man called zepyhrantess22.... or rather knowned as ehsan.
i told the wiseman of my sorrows... and he said.
"My Dear sweet Child, Everyday you will wake up, and the pain is a little less. Then one day you will wake up to find the pain is gone forever. But now it's almost like you miss the pain because, you know, you've lived with it for so long."
*content slightly tweeked for more drama. *
then he made me wallpaper. :D :D
*note to self... you owe ehsan a big Thank you hug when you get back to cyberlala*
so now i feel better.. until of course my next mood swing. God only knows when that'll be. sigh~
owh.. im going back to cyber tonite to see zaxx to go drop off some paperwork and pick up some Cd's..
yay. less then an hour more to go till quitin time! yeayhoo~
xoxo
ayesha
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