over and over again

hey people.
how have you guys been??

i've been fucking miserable..

ok it isn't really that bad. but life has been better.
internships are going ok. i get up at 6 every morning and sleep in the stairways in front of my office because i am the only person to arrive at b4 9am. everyday.
also, i am the only malay girl here. and the youngest. therefore no one givess a shit about me.
the only other malay person here is sharil (syarul? something like that) and he is only a parttime contract guy. and is rarely here anyway.
the rest of the office is filled with giggling amoi's who are nice. but have the tendency to speak to each other in mandrine all the time. neglecting the fact that I, DON'T.

but seriously this place is cool. I'm working in Caveman IT solutions sdn bhd. it's a tiny place in Kuchai lama. (near old klang road.) and is currently the main supplier of Alias Maya & motion builder softwares in malaysia. So everyday i come here i have to pretend to do maya or motion builder. and since i haven't been given anything specific to do. i spend my time watching tutorial videos. which is cool cuz i now know how to use motion builder. :D :D and also finally have learned how to rig a character. :P
yay.
now since i've brushed up on my maya. i can finally reapply for that spot in MDeC. who turned me down cuz my 3d wasn't as good as my vectors. BAH!

It's not my fault i like vectors more then Maya. It's just prettier. :(

anyway.
for those who still haven't got the memo. I'm now single. but unavailable.
However applications for new boyfriends will reopen in september. forms can be downloaded at www.getalife.com :)

qualifications must include.
- Must be tall. handsome and rich.
- must be caring, smart and handsome.
- Patient and rich.
- must own car.
- must adore me and cherish the ground i walk.

but for the meantime. keeping myself busy with my fan club on myspace. Who needs a boyfriend to tell you he loves you, when you get shitloads of msgs saying the same thing. (and then some.)
i don't want to think longterm.... i don't want marriage or life long promises.
cause i had that...
i had a plan. and it was a wonderful plan.
then he left.

so i made another one.
and then... he left.

so. NO MORE PLANS.
just fun.

lots of it.