maya sucks!!

i am soooooooooo screwed!!!

i'm dues to submit my maya on TUESDAY!!
and i still don't know how to put the texture and mapping n stuff!! ( this is punishment for not doing tutorials isn't it??!!argghh!!)
and everytime i try and smooth the damn thing the bloody thing freezes!! godammit!
it's sooooooo freaking annoying!
sigh......tomorrow i think i'm gonna lepak with tasha..and ask her to teach me mapping and lighting...
gotta get it done b4 tuesday!!

sooo screwed!!! argghhh~~~

on a lighter note,,,
went back to melawati yesterday....
it's been a month since the last time i went back to melawati...
uncle mamat ignored me......i don't think it's fair...coz i didn't do anything wrong....
i feel sorry for my grandmother....(my sister got into a big fight with the family..and now everyones upset)
i wasn't there for the details but it involve a lot of yelling...
neway...alia if u read this APOLOGIZE U IDIOT!

enot, the fat cat who lives in front of my house (my grandmother always feeds it...eventho it's a stray)
has now naik pangkat!! cuz it just gave birth to 3 of the MOST adorable and cutest kittens i have ever seen in my life!!!
and i didn't bring MY CAMERA!!!
i swear to go back there next week and show u guys how truly adorable they are! :D
and since i wasn't there to name them...i'll just have to live with the names they have now...
Molly, Dolly and DOlla~
i wish i had pictures of them...sigh~ next week ar!! watch this space!

my cousin, jijie got engaged today...
she's like one year older than me....
and everyone was being soo suportive of her boyfriend...
like HELLO~~~~ she's 20 going on 21 and allowed to be engaged??
and i'm 20 and not even allowed to befriend boys??
that is so unfair.......
sigh~
maybe i'll just get married right now. ..just to prove a point..muahhahahaa~
(awakk, i am just kidding....i have absolutely no plans to get married anywhere in the near future :D but maybe in a few years like 3-4 years *hint2* ^_^ hahah... i am so kidding rite now :D or am i? hehehe)

hehe kelakarnyer saya hari nih....giller+sakit hati ngan MAYA binti ALIAS yg sengal lagi sial!

listening to: (Reach up) for the sunrise - Duran duran (sejak biller ade lagu nih????somehow i know who the culprit is....eh tp cam best lak..haha u can touch the sunrise~ lalalallaaaa~)

//signing out