i dunno y....
i feel low today... i'm having lots of thoughts bout life... always remember too much thinking is bad for u.. i feel that i don't have the energy to get on with my life.. i've never needed anyone more than i need someone now.. but i have no where to turn.. no where to go.. i feel lost.. i wish i could just absently forget bout this feelings that i have.. it's so stupid and confiusing that even i don't know what i'm feeling... as i said i'm lost.. i was thinking that as soon as i get back to cyber and be with my friends it'll all be ok again.. but now when i'm only a few days away i don't feel like going back to cyber anymore.. i don't think i can bare to think about everything that happened there.. i don't think i can go on.. i know i'm supposed to be stronger that this..and thats what pisses me off the most.. i'm supposed to be better than this... i was always a happy person... some say too happy.. i never take anything seriously and never want any responsibility.. hurm... maybe i'll get thru this.. maybe i won't.. but anyhow i'll have to do it myself...

sorry guys..i guess i'm just having a bad day...i'll be better tomorrow..maybe