The call from Inspector Azizi.

Late Yesterday evening.... i was startled by the sound of my 'sex in the city ringtone'.. and then,

Me: Hellow.... ;;)
Ins Azizi: Hello, ni ayesha kan?
Me: Yup, saper nih.
I.A: you ni ayesha yg hilang duit kat bcb kan?
Me: Yup, saper nih??
I.A: Saya dari Polis Bukit Aman. Tgh nak buat investigation berkenaan kes ini. U ada kerugian kan??
Me: *!!!* Ada. ada. Rm340...
I.A: Boleh tak u dtg bukit aman. bagi statement?
Me: saya keje 9-6 mon to fri. bila nak saya dtg?
I.A: takpe2 kitorang boleh kasik surat, datang saje.
Me: Ok Ok. jadi bila ek?
I.A: Esok la. Jumaat kul 2.30?
Me: Erm. ok kot. kat mana?
I.A: Kat bukit Aman.
Me: OK. jap nama cik?
I.A: Owh, Say Azizi. Inspector Azizi.

SHIT!
A real policeman has my handphone number!!! Dang.
But hey maybe i'll finally get the money back... weeeeeeeeeee~

But back to the original problem... how the hell am i supposed to get to bukit aman???
ALONE!!!!
uwaaaaaaaaaaaa!! die la die la!!
sigh. kene naik cab i guess.. since wan is working today. :(
takley la help me.. huhu.

owh. on a happy note.
WELCOME BACK ABANG DARUL!!!!
and fez. and ummi D. and other overthesea people.
*edited... ummi D is not coming back. :D opss*

smalam saw fez for the first time since he went off to the UK.
DAMN! i nak gi UK gak la... I had to say, i heard stories that he lost weight. but DAYM!!
He was like DAMN skinny. But according to him 3 months back in Malaysia and he'd be back to his normal self (and size) again. hehe

But seriously dude... u look good. :)

can't wait to see what happens to alia if she goes there... just hope the reverse doesn't happen. :P
*I KID i kid!!*

just had a company meeting today. my first ever meeting!! :D :D *excited gila*
And best of all... the boss told everyone to speak english. haha! take that biatches!!

theres supposed to be this company makan2 together thing later at 7.. but i don't think i'll go. Cause... 1: They want to go KTV (kareoke.. shit)
2: i haff no money. Unlike them who baru dpt gaji... duh!
3: They'll probably sing chinese songs. wahlauwei!
4: rather go spend time with mama and alia @ TGIFs. *makan free.. cuz wit mama :D

Think im going to go back to toks this weekend. cuz it's alias last week n all.. (cuz she's going to lumut for OBS on sunday)
but mashi wants me back in cyber. to go buy fish *dont ask why*
also it would be nice to go lepak with zaxx and the guys. and also might go see my beloved abang bunga tonite. Owh and also alang promised me a home cooked meal @ putra. :P which sounds interesting.. plus i miss jaja >:D<

decisions decisions
huhu..

over and over again

hey people.
how have you guys been??

i've been fucking miserable..

ok it isn't really that bad. but life has been better.
internships are going ok. i get up at 6 every morning and sleep in the stairways in front of my office because i am the only person to arrive at b4 9am. everyday.
also, i am the only malay girl here. and the youngest. therefore no one givess a shit about me.
the only other malay person here is sharil (syarul? something like that) and he is only a parttime contract guy. and is rarely here anyway.
the rest of the office is filled with giggling amoi's who are nice. but have the tendency to speak to each other in mandrine all the time. neglecting the fact that I, DON'T.

but seriously this place is cool. I'm working in Caveman IT solutions sdn bhd. it's a tiny place in Kuchai lama. (near old klang road.) and is currently the main supplier of Alias Maya & motion builder softwares in malaysia. So everyday i come here i have to pretend to do maya or motion builder. and since i haven't been given anything specific to do. i spend my time watching tutorial videos. which is cool cuz i now know how to use motion builder. :D :D and also finally have learned how to rig a character. :P
yay.
now since i've brushed up on my maya. i can finally reapply for that spot in MDeC. who turned me down cuz my 3d wasn't as good as my vectors. BAH!

It's not my fault i like vectors more then Maya. It's just prettier. :(

anyway.
for those who still haven't got the memo. I'm now single. but unavailable.
However applications for new boyfriends will reopen in september. forms can be downloaded at www.getalife.com :)

qualifications must include.
- Must be tall. handsome and rich.
- must be caring, smart and handsome.
- Patient and rich.
- must own car.
- must adore me and cherish the ground i walk.

but for the meantime. keeping myself busy with my fan club on myspace. Who needs a boyfriend to tell you he loves you, when you get shitloads of msgs saying the same thing. (and then some.)
i don't want to think longterm.... i don't want marriage or life long promises.
cause i had that...
i had a plan. and it was a wonderful plan.
then he left.

so i made another one.
and then... he left.

so. NO MORE PLANS.
just fun.

lots of it.

hypnotic silence..

Second day on the job and i feel a silent shudder creeping up to me...

if this is working life... i dont want anything to do with it...

maybe i'll just stay a student for life... maybe after my degree i'll go get another one. MI perhaps. :P
and then after that go get my masters.... :D
and then kawin anak tan sri mana2.....

then i'll never haff to do this again!! weeeheee~~

well... at least it's a plan.. right?

neway. work (if thats what you call it.) is dull...
everyone does their own thing. no one talks to each other.
no one cares about me. (kejam) and worst still.. i'm the only malay girl..
and all those damn amoi's have no manners.

don't they know it's rude to speak in a language company doesn't understand??
i mean like yesterday... they ajak me makan. so i went la... then they were talking about the sugar shortage, (like i care about it... but i was eager to impress.) while we discussing it together... suddenly one of them says something in chinese... then ALL 4 of em start yapping away in chinese. while i pretend to be content with my barley beancurd soup (wtf. gila tak sedap.) huhu... so sedih tau.

today dunno nak mkn ngn saper. sigh~ :(
takyah makan la i think... huhu

i miss cyber.

PInk - who knew.

You took my hand, You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words, And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no

I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah

I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep Your memory
You visit me in my sleep

My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

who does know..... cause i don't.

Goodbye cyberjaya!

Can't believe that this is gonna be my last year in cyber....
:( :(
i know it's premature..... BUT IM GONNA MISS YOU GUYS!!!

i haff no idea how im gonna survive this 4 months without cyber!!
i'll die.
or at least be bored to death. :P

neway i start work with the cave people next week. :)

yeay....

wish me lotsa luck ;)

muahx!
ayesha~

I'm bored.... hence. the survey.

Name	ayesha
Birthday	30th may
Hair	brown
Eye	brown
Height	168cm
Sign	gemini
Left/Right Handed	lefty
Sing?	yes
Dance?	yes
play a musical instrament	yes
play a sport	yes
What color is your room?	white
favorite color	red
favorite number	1,000,000
favorite letter	a
favorite movie	lotr
favorite song	jason mraz - wordplay
favorite cd	daniel beddingfield - if your not the one
favorite animal	cats
favorite band	rock! 3doors down
favorite music type	mainstream
favorite car	honda jazz
favorite season	megasale season
favorite food	mcD
long or short hair?	long
Chocolate or Vanilla	vanilla
Sugar or Salt	sugar :D
Coke or Pepsi	coke!
Black or White	black
Cat or Dog	cat
Yankees or Boston	yankees!
Stripes or Polka Dots	polkies!
Hearts or Stars	stars
Last thing you ate	mee hun
Bed time	3-4 am
Alien or Predator	alien
Place you most wanna visit	france
Tea or Coffee	tea
Fast food?	yes pls
Favorite pizza	hawaiian chicken
Fruits or Veggetables	fruits
favorite store	midvalley
Tupac or Biggie	tupac
Video game	tekken. christie kicks ass!
smoke?	nope
What Shampoo and Conditioner do you use	rejoice
Rain or Shine	rain
Day or Night	night
do you like school?	yes
do you think your attractive	maybe
Buz or Woody	buzz lightyear!
Ourdoors or Indoors	indoors
Something you regreat	tons.
Someone you love	one.
Something you hate	annoying people.
Do you think you have a good fashion	yes
Ideal Boy/Girl
Hair Color	brown
Eye Color	brown
Style	smart casual
Taller or Shorter then you ?	taller!
Smart?	yes pls
More or less attractive then you?	hmm... toughie. a little less?
Rich?	yes pls.
most important personality trait	a killer smile.
Random Questions
what did you wear today	black tee and shorts
last time you blew your nose	erm. a month ago?
last time you showered	this morning. which was about 3 hours ago.
do you read?	yes!
do you like your life?	kinda.
whats one thing you wish you had ?	money.
do you like oreos	yes
have a good day or a bad day today?	uneventful
one word you say alot	shit!
do you have a screename	yes.
what is it ?	mizzsetanbiru. setanblues. blazinphoenix
do you go online for more then 2 hours a day	yes.
do you come off as a bitch or asshole ?	nope.
are you nice to most people ?	yes
do you talk about people alot	nope
do most people dislike you ?	maybe
if so is the reason cause your better looking then them?	maybe
what was the last thing you watched on tv?	trl
are you having fun?	no
do you like anwsering questions about yourself?	yup
whos your idol?	angelina jolie.
do you wish you could fly/readpeoplesminds/be invisible ?	yes
do you like cheese?	YES

6.6.06

once in a lifetime!

unless u survive another 60 years... get u get 6.6.66 :D :D :D
but then i'll be 82......... hurm.

neway!



lets go watch the OMEN!! :D :D

muahahahaha! >:D

ayecha~

Typical Karma....

Have you ever felt like life could never give you a break??

I mean like everytime life throws you a bone.....
it takes it back the second it can.... huhu~

my latest bone..


To all the Beauty in Us contestants,
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Unfortunately it has been brought to our attention that there was a technical loophole in the voting system and it was possible for someone to exploit the number of votes that could be sent thru the website. To take a fair and impartial position, the organizers have decided to address the situation by resetting all the votes for all candidates to 0.

Please continue to get your friends and family to vote, for a chance for you to win the grand prize of a RM2,000 mega shopping spree as there would still be approximately 2 weeks left of voting and we hope that everyone would be satisfied with the decision as no appeals would be entertained. We would still appreciate any feedback on the campaign or contest as your comments are valuable to us.

Once again we apologize for any inconvenience caused to those who had requested your friends and families to vote legitimately. Thank you once again for your cooperation and support for the contest and campaign.

From,Maybelline.

with that being said...
VOTE GODDAMIT!!!

:D :D :D

xoxo
ayesha~

unfaithful

Unfaithful by Rihanna


Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

He's more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true

and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well

cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
our love
His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)

No no no

Yeah eah eah...

i love this song... not for personal reasons. but it's a nice song.
plus Rihanna's such a babe!! isn't she?? She reminds me of barbie's friend...
U know what i'm talking about... you know, barbie always has two friends. one who's a brunnette and one black... :P well she reminds me of the black one. :P

ok then... time for me to do some stuff... :) see ya guys.

xoxo
Ayesha

Let the meddling begin!!!

My family has a very low policy on Personal Privacy.
safe to say.... we have none.

phones are tapped. Hp msgs are read. Yahoo archives aren't safe.
Neither are blogs or any other personal thing (diaries for example.) are just more ways to find urself in trouble... but the latest of event is so funny...
my kid cousin is also on a invading spree... :P she's 7+ by the way.
well... never too early to learn is it? huhu~

i had left my ym online while i was upstairs. and the kiddies were using the pc to play games. i came back... and saw this.

mowie joey: happy belated birthday
aye: dia tak ada
mowie joey: ni adik dia eh
aye: ni sedara dia lah yoo yoo what up my brown
mowie joey: whutup
mowie joey has signed out. (6/1/2006 8:17 PM)
aye: no body lah busy body lah.

hehe... funny. :P
to think that my kid cousin sed 'yoo yoo what up brown' hahaha! wth.. haha!!

malam ni ada majlis tahlil tuk Arwah Tok Adam. hope u guys sedekahkan la al-fatihah. amin.

xoxo
Ayesha