celebrating New Love, Old love and the loveless..

Last time I talked to you,
You were lonely and out of place.
You were looking down on me,
Lost out in space.
Laid underneath the stars,
Strung out and feeling brave.
Watch the riddles glow,
Watch them float away.

Down here in the atmosphere,
Garbage and city lights,
You gotta save your tired soul,
You gotta save our lives.

Turn on the radio,
To find you on sattellite,
I’m waiting for the sky to fall,
I’m waiting for a sign.

All we are is all so far.
You’re falling back to me,
The star that I can’t see.
I know you’re out there,
Somewhere out there.

You’re falling out of reach,
Defying gravity,
I know you’re out there,
Somewhere out there.

Hope you remember me,
When you’re homesick and need a change.
I miss your purple hair,
I miss the way you taste.

I know you’ll come back someday,
On a bed of nails awake.
I’m praying that you don’t burn out,
Or fade away.

All we are is all so far
You’re falling back to me,
The star that I can’t see.
I know you’re out there,
Somewhere out there.

You’re falling out of reach,
Defying gravity,
I know you’re out there,
Somewhere out there.

You’re falling back to me,
The star that I can’t see.
I know you’re out there, oh.
You’re falling out of reach,
Defying gravity....
I know you’re out there,
Somewhere out there.

You’re falling back to me,
The star that I can’t see.
I know you’re out there,
Somewhere out there.

You’re falling out of reach,
Defying gravity,
I know you’re out there,
Somewhere out there.

You’re falling back to me.
Well I know,
I know.
You’re falling out of reach.
I know...

Weekend update.

I had an early weekend this week... since i had no class on friday,
Thursday nite me, mashi and zax decided to go to uncle don; hartamas and hang out.... and since alia was @ mama's we decided to pick her up and join us. :)

while waiting for alia...

again... we couldnt resist.

Hartamas was Ok... We had fun and cherry shisha!.... we were talking and laughing a lot.. it was all cool. We even got a free banana split. :P Wolfie, mashis friend joined us for awhile.. hehe~

After hartamas we drove home... and decided we were all not ready to actually go home yet.

Sooooo~ we made a detour at sri kembangan MCD.
Alas my fave bigmac wasnt available. All they had was McChicken... I cant really remember the last time I had McChicken.... I think I was standard 5. haha :P yes, it has been that long.

zaxx also was dissapointed with the lack of bigmac. :(
After McD we went home... and slept.not for long cause I had a PIC meeting at 10am.. but reached the meeting at 11.
owh well~

Friday nite, me, mashi and alia were sitting at home with nothing to do... so we decided to go out.... But couldnt think of anywhere to go, soooo, we went to uncle dons... again.we tried orange flavoured shisha (which in my opinion tasted like air freshener. ) and a jumbo plate of French fries...we invited zaxx to join us but he wanted to be with his computer.. >:P So, we ajak Didie who sed hed come... but fell asleep at the last minute. So our only hope, our darling big bro wan. I have to say, its been a long time since I actually hung out with wan... kinda missed him. Hehe. we went home around 4... cuz wan had to get up early.. owh, and alia got her first pick up.. haha! zack (the waiter from uncle dons that we all have come to know and love,) came over and asked for alia's phone number... alia was soo shocked! even more so as we were leaving the guy (rizal) called and ask 'asal balik awal sgt?' hehehe.. so comel!

alia being cute

Saturday was boring and meaningless.. spent time with alia watching movies. Daniel went out.. and didnt come back till 9pm. Hes mostly ignored me this whole weekend. I guess everyone needs their own space sometime.

Sunday was busy day...doing assignments and stuff. Waiting for my theater mates to submit some stuff to me then I have some other work for me to do... huhu~got so much things to do tomorrow... got method board presentation, supposed to submit a simmod tutorial that I dont know how to do (therefore am not doing it.), I got some promotion proofing for theater class at noon, I have to see kak Linda in stad about my loan thingy, owh almost forgot... I have to go help ili with her fcmnite thing at night...wow, im booked. Huhu~better get some rest then....

tata~
xoxo
Ayesha

STANDING OVATION to Chris Daughtry!!!!

I just watched the latest episode of american idol...
and was.....WOW-ed with the performance of chris daughtry...
Ok, so it wasnt the best vocal of the night.
Mandisa, paris, Taylor and Katherine KICKASS!!!!
but it was by far THE MOST ORIGINAL and AMAZING remake of a song on IDOL since Anwar Robinson sang What a Wonderful world.

CHECK IT OUT!!



i love it.... dont u??

xoxo!
ayesha

Happy Bday Kassim

Yesterday 22march was my friend Kassim's bday.
so, a few of us decided to have a surprise (sort-of) party... Me, mashi, ehsan, noxus, sookchee, adam, aliya, kak ida, Dzubir and marian were amongst the few that came.
owh yeah, azlin and gabe were there too.. :P

So neway, me and mashi left the house about 11.30 to make it there b4 12... then we bumped into fuad, dzubir and noxus... and since we didnt have a plan how to surprise kassim. we all decided to wait at the B1 playground for the rest. So, we waited... and by 12 everyone was there...
we went to kassims house (which is also fuads).... and sang happy birthday!! then everyone remembered that Fazli (botbot)'s bday was a few days ago... so we sang it for him too. :P
then as boys will be boys. they massacred the cake. we lepaked in Faiz semut and Lans room cuz it was so cool... one wall was covered in galaxie posters with all the best celebrities. *except lenny kravits.. i dunno why he was there*.
neway here are a few pics from the night..

Kassim tgh terharu. haha...

It was pretty a minute ago.

Maybe we shouldnt have murdered the cake... :|

mashi n ezani.

me and mashi in lan n paiz's room.... We couldnt resist. :D

what can i say...... Im addicted.

huhu~
owh, neway that night was fun. the best part was when the boys PMS prone-LKW-dumbass neighbour came over and started lecturering us... huhuh~
im glad he doesnt live next door to me. kalau tak....>:)
muahahahahaa~

argh. sakit tekak... :(
nak strepsils...
and im hungry....
bye.

xoxo
Ayesha

what color am i??

Blue
You're blue the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue and patently you!

heh... cool.

did nothing today. therefore nothing important to talk about.... tq

ayesha

Scary... Scary... Scary.

Well, im a failure. I went for the emcee Thinggy, probably fucked it up.
it was hot and stuffy, i was uncomfortable, and to be honest. didnt know what the hell i was doing . yay.
Probably wont get it... but i dont know for sure yet. Not keeping my hopes up.

so neway, On the way home, (ehsan sent me back to cyberia. *thank u lalink ;;)* ) in the rain, i was running and then reached my block soaking wet.
but then, thats when the scary thing happened.... i saw, MY FATHER.
WTF???

Ok ok, dont panic..... he wasnt really my father but he did look A LOT like him.
but younger, i think...... hard to tell.
*for those of u who dont know me... i was raised by my mother single handedly and i have never actually met my father. The last time i saw him was when i was 1 years old and the last time i spoke to him was when i was 11. So u can understand my shock when i saw this dude....*
huhu~

im bored right now...

think i'll watch a movie.... tata~

xoxo
Ayesha

did you ever know that your my hero....

Beaches OST
Bette Midler - Wind beneath my wings.
It must have been cold there in my shadow
To never have sunlight on your face
You were content to let me shine, that's your way
You always walked a step behind
So I was the one with all the glory
While you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name, for so long
A beautiful smile to hide the pain

Did you ever know that you're my hero
And everything I would like to be
If I can fly higher than an eagle
You are the wind beneath my wings

It might have appeared to go unnoticed
But I've got it all here in my heart
I want you to know I know the truth
Of course I know it
I would be nothing with out you

Fly, fly, fly away
You let me fly so high
Oh, fly, fly
So high against the sky
So high I almost touch the sky
Thank you, thank you, thank god for you
The wind beneath my wings

dedicated to all my loved ones. especially Alia, the wind beneath my wings :)

LAYOUT BARU!!!

Lalalalaa~~

Thx to Chapan and Haidar sbb tolong upload kan menda kat server :D
thx to everyone at home for mengabaikan me today and leaving me at home alone to be bored enuff to finish this layout..
thx to mama for banking in duit lambat so tht i takde duit nak kuar...


Love u all :D

xoxo~
Ayesha

GoodBye Melisa McGhee

Last night mellisa was voted off by the americans...
i was shocked that lisa tucker ended up in the bottom 3 not so shocked that ace young did tho.. :P
neway we say goodbye to melisa mcghee

it was long over due dear.... cant believe u got in, instead of Ayla brown. (^_^) owh well~
Americans... what do they know. heck, they think PARIS HILTON can SING!!! ahahahaha~
i would love Paris Hilton to audition for american idol.. Simon would have a mental breakdown from the horror :))
huhuuh~

Got PIC quiz earlier.... i crapped it, but i dont think i'll fail.. :D
im tired now, i think i'll lie down :D OooOOOOooo AND WATCH BEACHES!!!

this is my all time fave movie.... i watched it a million times as a kid. I knew all the songs. Bette midler is Da BOMB!! She can sing, act and she's also a stand up comedian :D :D :D AWESOME!

Owh yea.... got an offer to be the MC with the owh-so-adorably-hot TengHui for FCM night... ha ha ha :D :D
nothing confirmed yet. wait and see.

hope my stage fright doesnt act up.

xoxo
Ayesha

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Ayecha

In the mood for freakiness :D

Listening to: OK GO- get over it

OMG... first time i first saw this i was so freaked!!!
but then after browsing awhile i was like "WOW! this is art!"
wanna know what im talking bout??
visit this!

owh btw i got some new stuff on my DA if u wanna check it out
Click this

on a duller note...
i was chatting with Luke 'skywalker' Hwong earlier and he gave me this video link...
im sure some of u have seen or heard of this b4 but neway, it was a video about a little kitten.... no bigger than my kitties here at home. In the video this uber BITCH (sorry for swearing but she deserves it) actually killed the kitten ON CAMERA by STEPPING on it with her HIGH HEELS!! Crushing its skull to a pulp. I couldnt bear to watch till the end. I just couldnt. The kitten looked exactly like Jajito my kitten... :( I know there are some stupidly Insane people ot there... but a defenceless kitten?? thats lower than low... its like killing a newborn baby.. this person belongs in HELL. And one day i hope she gets what she deserves. Im waiting for god to spite her with a philosophical HIGH HEEL... or maybe worse...

here i leave u with a picture of my Tikie ... My own ambassador against CRUELTY to ANIMALS.

last but not least....
RIP poor kitty... :(
owh and also RIP baha's late Froggie who died a few days ago. :)

xoxo animals,
Ayesha

OK Go....OMG.

WATCH THIS!!



hahaha!!!

ps: this was added later..

in love with the video, i research OK GO on google... and found out that they are actually a kick ass rock and roll band!!
WOW!!
Click Here for more Details
plus the lead singer is gorgeous! :P (typical girl remark...but whocares :D)

xoxo
Ayesha

Sing it Girlfriend.

Singing to: Meg and the muses (Hercules OST) - i wont say im in love

[Meg:]
If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!

[Muses:] Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of

[Meg:]
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

[Muses:]
You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh

[Meg:]
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh

[Muses:]
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

[Meg:]
No chance, now way
I won't say it, no, no

[Muses:]
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love

[Meg:]
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love

[Muses:]
You're doin flips read our lips
You're in love

[Meg:]
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it

[Muses:]
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love

[Meg:]
Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love

Excuse me miss....

singing along to: Boys 2 Men - 4 seasons of Loneliness.

I long for the warmth of days gone by
When you were mine
But now those days are memories in time
Life's empty without you by my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try

When I get courage up to love somebody new
It always falls apart 'cause they just
Can't compare to you
You love won't release me
I'm bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four season's change

Chorus:
In comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes its way here
Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare
When you're not here it doesn't feel the same

Remember the nights when we closed our eyes
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time
Anytime I think about these things is shared with you
I break down and cry 'cause I get so emotional
Until you release me I'm bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four seasons change

Chorus

This loneliness
Has crushed my heart
Please let me love again
'Cause I need your love to comfort me and ease my pain
Or four seasons will bring the loneliness again

Chorus

Ah, the old days of love songs and kareoke...
how i miss em, days when the only thing worth worrying about was what was on TV that night... huhu..
im bored... i heard theres a Concert later tonight on campus... something to do with the career fair (??) *dont ask.
so malas nak gi... we'll see if i have the 'tenaga' later in the day.. huhu~

right now all i want to do is sleeep... :D yeay~
see ya!

xoxo
ayesha

addicted to PCD.

ok seriously something is wrong..
either i really miss clubbing or im really starting to dig the pussycat dolls... or i might be a lesbian... ark!!
huhu~
Weird!!



another saucy song... the album version is ultimately hot!!
i think if i hear this song in a club i will sawan babi... hahaha cuz of over excitement :D
hehe~

this goes out to alia....
STUDY RERAJIN..
hahahahhahaha!!!

owh ps: i went to see my mom kat hospital tadi, she's fine and she'll be out and about by tomorrow.. hurrah~

xoxo
Ayesha

Updates on life..

big news...
my mom is currently in the hospital... she was admitted on saturday because she was bleeding heavily and her stomach hurt.. it could have been that her appendix burst or that her fibroid (a sort of tumor that grows in a womans womb) is acting up again.

so, last night i spent my first time ever sleeping in a ward taking care of my mother.. it had to be me, everyone else was sick/in college/has kids ...so seeing that i was available i did it. It was uncomfortable sleeping on a chair. But for mama it was worth it... what wasnt worth it was mama's roomate a punjab woman who was determined to make my night a living nightmare by blasting Hindi songs through out the night and sing along by snoring.... but she was sick... so i forgive her...

The HOTTEST REMAKE ever!!

I know this song came out a waaay before the pussycat dolls were famous here... cuz it's from the soundtrack of shall we dance, starring Jlo and richard gere... but neway i just saw the video and i fell in love with it.. It's Sooo HOT!! i have found new respect for the Pussycat Dolls... Finally a song with VOCALS and Sass.



Watch it... :D

xoxo
Ayesha